IIIIII am officially depressed. I ( Read more... )

I am sad about pretty much everything. My job is killing me faster than cancer would, and the one thing I was lookin forward to has disappeared for stupid job reasons. Now here I am drinking beers by myself like I am a cool guy or somethin ( Read more... )

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I am work waiting to begin my new-job-training for the day. My favorite song from childhood ("Nice to be Here" by the Moody Blues) is playing on Pandora which is an indication that today will be great. Another indication: Collin called me right before bed to tell me he had made it all the way down (up?) the Copper River and that he is safe and ( Read more... )

Today I am painting a picture for Alyssa. It looks like it was maybe painted by a three-year old but I have convinced myself she will not judge me and my sub-par painting skills in order to get the motivation to complete the painting. Also I secretly hope she will get the painting in the mail and open it and exclaim "OH she knows me so WELL!" or ( Read more... )

Ok guys it is time for a shame report on myself in the hopes that getting this all down will help me stop being a total buzzkill/moron/stupid idiot ( Read more... )

I think I maybe had the best birthday of my life :)

Wellllllll what have I been up to. I went to a Sox game last week FO FREE with Ishmael, Mario and Mario's friend. Our boss gave us tickets and it rules. We won 7-4 versus Minnesota and Jermaine Dye hit a grand slam! There were no fireworks though, because it was Dog-Day at the ballpark and fireworks would scare all the doggies that were there ( Read more... )

WELP Collin came over on Sunday to pick up his GPS and the Bulls game was on so he decided to stay and watch the rest with me. We caught up on what we had missed from not speaking for one whole month. His new job is very hard, he has a new studio/apartment where he lives with a girl named Hilary (Hilarie? Hillary?), this new apartment has a HOT ( Read more... )