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What I am trying to figure out is how do I stop feeling guilty and ashamed ( Read more... ) -
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Today I feel like $0. Long story short, my ovaries don't work so no babies for me. I am pretty much just an impotent dude. An impotent dude with no junk. Do you think there is a market for that? Maybe some dating sites ( Read more... ) -
oh I'm better for the smile you give and while I live I will follow you
Friday Travis and Hoodhood threw a party at their new apartment and Travis and I almost ended up in a fist fight. He hurt my feelings and so I ruined his Ice Cube t-shirt and we poured beers on each other. We made up 18 hours later. On Saturday night I went to a hipster party in Pilsen where everyone looked like they had entered a competition of ( Read more... ) -
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There is a cyclical tendency I have in regards to writing which primarily involves avoiding it altogether. I start by reading many many things whether they are good or not and crying about each of them. I then decide I will write something of my own to make myself cry and I proceed to write absolutely nothing. Afterwards I live my life like a ( Read more... ) -
they don't write 'em like that anymore
Whenever I open my mouth I cause trouble but I am not deterred. Collin still likes me but I am starting to feel guilty about that, about how he likes me. He is very patient with me. Sometimes when I am having a fit he speaks to me very slowly like I loooove you Elizabeth please don't be saaad. But mostly I am ( Read more... ) -
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I got a new job. It's in the suburbs. Things are very bad between Collin and me. It hurts. I'm officially fat, but I can't stop eating.
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You are nothing what you seem, you're always looking out for me
My hair is now coming out in clumps and yesterday morning I woke up to Collin with his hands pressed on my face trying to keep my jaw still, whispering, "Don't grind your teeth Elizabeth, it'll be ok" -
In a way, I lost all I believe in and I never found myself so low
Last night I tripped and fell in the dark and while trying to catch my balance, stomped on my laptop. It is deceased. Today immediately after work I am going to take it to the geek squad in hopes of reviving it but I'm not holding my breath. I was having an all-around tolerable day yesterday even though my boss and one of my employees didn't ( Read more... )