First time I did it I felt like I was in another dimension. Like inside a movie or game. Could see everything in 3D and sounds were louder and clearer and everything more colorful and brighter than usual and I really liked it. Couldn’t wait to do it again.

Did it again and instead of enjoying a trip, I lost control of my thoughts. It was as if the ( Read more... )

I feel that I get yelled at often.  Last week I got yelled at because his knife was in the sink.  I got yelled at because his dog ate stuff in the backyard while I put him there while I was cooking.  I got yelled at because we went to church with a shirt that had a hole in it and I didn't notice.  Tuesday because I forgot to tell him the toilet was ( Read more... )

I suddenly missed my old online journal that I used to keep in my late teens and 20s. one day the website was taken down and I lost all my entries. grieved the loss and forgot about it until a couple of nights ago, at 3:00 while laying awake in bed I suddenly remembered that journal. it's been years since it was taken down. I guess when you have ( Read more... )