I'm sick. Throw-up, fever sick.

I've been trying. so. hard.

I keep thinking that it will all pay off someday.
Sandy. If you are true to yourself. If you work hard. If you are positive. If you are honest and try to be the change you want to see in the world. If you try....something great will happen. Sandy...
For months I've been telling myself this, every day. On the bus when I'm ( Read more... )

Staring at the sun. It's like a theme for my life ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days. One of those gray, feel-sorry-for-yourself, crying days. A cold, never-get-out-of-bed day.

I am a woman now, with a woman's heart.

I was supposed to go home tonight. I haven't been home since I left for Bloomington. Something I won't usually admit is that my family drives me crazy when I'm around them, but when I'm away ( Read more... )

So, by accident I broke down in front of my "boss," the career services counselor for the journalism school. Which makes the count come to 2 with me crying in front of J-school faculty. Anyway, she gave me some good "girl talk" to help me through things ( Read more... )

The wonderful, glorious junior year of college I imagined has not turned out the way I expected. I started the year in debt, my car broke down, I have NO free time, my roommate hates me and I don't feel right in my own apt., I'm growing apart from my friends (here and elsewhere), and now my boyfriend broke up with me (again ( Read more... )

So...the other day I came over to Adam's after school and found a scavenger hunt, cleverly planned out. The hunt led me to the freezer, where I found a Coldstone Creamery ice cream cake and a (slightly cold) card. Apparently, it was my half birthday, and Adam had been planning for awhile to do something special for me ( Read more... )

ok, so this will have to be quick unfortunately, since I'm swamped ( Read more... )

Brenda's wedding was amazing.
I hit a raccoon.

yeah, so....Adam told me yesterday morning that he's moving to Bloomington on July 14. That's less than two weeks!!!! Which is much sooner than anticipated :o ( Read more... )