Yeah so.... got a job at Dollar General for this month ( Read more... )

ok, so.... I tagged along with Deanna to Bloomington wednesday night. Last minute we decided to stop in Muncie to see Brit, which was really nice--we had lunch together the next day and then headed to B-town in the jeep (yum ( Read more... )

Mmmm...okay, so I'm going through a lot of big changes ( Read more... )

When I was 16 years old my mother replaced the lock on my door with another, broken door handle that did not lock.  I noticed that it seemed to be broken, I mentioned it to my mother and urged to have it fixed but she said nothing.  I dealt with it okay at first, assuming that someday it would get fixed, but when Don moved in I didn't feel ( Read more... )

I've been going crazy with nothing to do! And being here...just weighs me down so much. I feel like I'm taking it out on everyone ( Read more... )

I watched a house burn down the other day.
Dead dog wrapped, stiff, in a wool blanket.
Blond curls covering a tiny, tear-streaked face.
A black stump where life once was.

I've felt sick the past few days.
Got to see Brit. That was nice.

Oh, where to start ( Read more... )

A year later, I see that this journal remains untouched. An online time capsule, preserving thoughts and moments forgotten. I spent some time going back and reading most of my entries, from when I started writing on LJ three years ago. I laughed at myself and got teary-eyed at some points. A lot of those feelings and memories I have blocked from my ( Read more... )

I would like to apologize for the previous entry. I AM THE WORST DRUNK TYPER IN THE WORLD!!!!!!

So, I spent my b-day with chris and that made for an eventful night I guess. I wanted to hang out with Alysen, as well, since it's her b-day also-- but I missed her call :o( oh well, off to class and another day of work.

hello everybody... ok so it's my b-day... and i've been drinking so this might make no sense.... so yeah i'm at chris's and he's covering my eyes and he thinks i' cant write but i can and i'm 19 now which means that i can't really do anything but maybe drink in canada...and watch what about bob/..... and weebl anxd bob and pisss off chris ....i ( Read more... )