1. I worry all the time. I'm never relaxed. I stress about things that most people wouldn't, like what to wear or what I eat... I lie awake at night and worry about my friends, what I said or did that day and how it will effect people, and I pray. That's another little-known tidbit. I don't do it too often, but since I've started again I usually ( Read more... )

Nine Inch Nails was fucking awesome, as expected. I went with Billy, shan, and his friend scott... and they were perfect company. Trent is the hottest 41 year old I have seen (with the exception of Brad Pitt ( Read more... )

I'm still struggling.... I think of Eternal Sunshine and it reminds me, makes me wonder... Am I really lucky and should I cherish that I had that true, passionate, beautiful love...? would I hurt less if had it erased? or never loved at all ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I got a couple of statements from the vice president of the American Coalition for Ethanol instead! Persistence pays off... sometimes...

Yeah, so... Alison and I had the chance to go to Pierre's last night, and we decided to spend the night chatting with Thump's parents instead- and had a lot better time there than we probably would have at pierre's. This is why I love my friends, and Alison-- they appreciate that kind of stuff :o ( Read more... )

So, last night Alysen had an underwear party, and we did
Windsor Pilates and drank in our undies.

It was heavenly fun... I have nonstop fun with these peeps. Zac got stupid drunk and drunk-dialed Jaba... then later had to be kicked out of Alysen's house. What a fucking night...

Look at me, there has to be
Something more than what they see
Wholesome and pure, oh so scared and unsure
A poor man's Sandra Dee

Sandy you must start anew
Don't you know what you must do
Hold your head high, take a deep breath and sigh
"Goodbye to Sandra Dee"

Seething ( Read more... )

It's break time already, and it's NOT going to go to waste! Everyone's home from school, I'm so excited :oD ( Read more... )

It does not seem that it should be so in this world
and it becomes stronger with age

but to dull the pain
is to deny being human.