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[bluestetson]

Okay things aren't as bad as I thought.

They let me go home with a script for atavan, but I had to promise not to hurt myself. Also I was prescribed extreme sports, and that is not even a lie.

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[anemptyflight]

like rafting and shit? weird. is it to do with adrenalin release or something?

[bluestetson]

Yeah, the guy said I needed to even out my dopamine levels. I'm going to start roller derby soon,so that should help out some.

My knees and hips and shit are all shot to hell, so it's hard for me to be physically active enough to get the adrenaline up enough to help out.

[anemptyflight]

oh wow roller derby! That's amazing. I used to get shit assignments like write down my feelings using smiley faces..

[bluestetson]

Hah, I hate therapists like that. This guy was pretty funny, he told me to call the crisis line at the hospital when I get bored and fuck with those guys because he hates the people that run that.

He also said that I better not kill myself in the next few days because he'll probably lose his license for saying I was okay to go home and then he wouldn't be able to feed his kids. If I had gotten somebody who did the whole 'how does that make you feel?' thing, I probably would've needed to be committed. That shit makes me want to die more than my life ever could.

[gathering_amity]

They let me go with Wellbutrin

[bluestetson]

I'm digging my ativan, personally.

Do you take Wellbutrin daily or is it an as-needed type thing?

[gathering_amity]

Daily, was on 5 years ago but not long enough to notice any changes because I OD-ed on the mood stabilizer.

I decided I have to work so I asked for help and I began my wellbutrin treatment monday.