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time
Time is something we should cherish. Yet we seldom do. The clock spins round; the earth spins& we run towards our destinations with haste. Why are we always running? I want some peace. Even the children are quick to anger. Yet as the younger are quick to happiness, we wish to stay happy, like some picture placed firmly upon our faces. I've made ( Read more... ) -
meine Liebe
I'm convinced there must be something else wrong with me that maybe I'm unaware. Things are falling apart. If I could pause a moment in time, I would have a movie made. I'm getting that thought that maybe I should just try to not feel. Maybe things would be less complicated. Course I wouldn't be any happier. Course it couldn't be any worste right? ( Read more... ) -
My night with Jack
A verry bad night over all. *sighs* Least I know, when I get upset..Stop drinking. NOW. Unfortunately, I learned the hard way. The end. -
a few memories
I was wondering around, Icq, that's right.. I finnally am setting back in my ways& decided the time has come.. the person has been in my thoughts since I made him leave.. I owe him at least an appology& a pleasant conversation after all these years. That stupid kid I made him leave because I was with, thinking promises were going to be kept.. I was ( Read more... ) -
I hate the phone
I got a Ton of phone calls from the moment I woke up at 9:40 this morning. WTF! I was supposed to make calls myself. Well, Citi card.. courtesy of key bank Called this morning. You haven't made a payment as of March.. You owe us 300 some dollars..& we Need this money. So I go listen.. the Last time I tryed Paying off my debt Completely, Key bank ( Read more... ) -
work& beer
I worked.. and worked.. 11:30-3pm.. big ol break in between. then worked 6pm-10:30pm. I got free food from the boss durring break& a gas card he gave me unexpectedly. So awlsome. I stayed, ate free food, played solitare, read my book, and found out about a Temp agency that I'm really curious about. I gotta make a TOn of phone calls marrow& get my ( Read more... ) -
a warning.. Be not someone else..
I'm light in mood atm, so the subject of this is light.. and funny I'd admit.. This was first tittled.. My books& your head.. but apon writting..& reading as I write.. I realized its alil graphic.. but I want as many who care to read.. but do not be light of stomach.. for I reveal a few things I should & would usually keep to myself or a close ( Read more... ) -
Realizing
So, I now realized, if Ever I'm feeling depressed again like that, I have a couple people, I can call, no matter the time. I told certain other people, about my depression& how bad it got this morning& they also assured me, they were better friends than I thought& that I could call them also, if ever I really felt like that again. One of my friend' ( Read more... ) -
Alopecia& my stress
I woke up this morning, at 5:02 am.This is what I wrote down on paper. Every word, no matter of feelings of any harshness it may say.. this is what I've gotta say. I'm sorry in advance. I know& I'm sorry. Ok, here goes ( Read more... ) -
The drunken Zombies
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural ( Read more... )