i really gotta do something about my website. it annoys me so much that i've just left it sitting around. i want to do something oh-so-spectacular, something out-of-my-reach, something more-than-i-am-capable-of. too bad. the feeling of being this uninspired is dampening ( Read more... )

is lj severely slow for any of you? it seems like lj pages always take forever to load (mostly because i'm impatient and i'm used to speedy load times). xanga's usually faster, BUT occasionally they'll have a day of downtime. anyways, if i get lazy with lj and you're really curious (or bored) for an update ( Read more... )

are you all disappearing, are you taking these hands and walking away? those little catchphrases, underlined, that once took me to magical places are trails i've forgotten, and weeds have clambered and cluttered the path. i turned away for too long - forgive me - i'll never ask. when i looked again, i couldn't catch up. nature has an ( Read more... )

<3
catching up is impossible.
i don't have time for electronics -
one day,
i would like to meet you.

well i have not been around at all ( Read more... )

college kind of sucks. it's dreary because it's always either too hot or pouring rain. don't have any friends here yet - waiting for an old gv friend to join me on sunday ( Read more... )

my mom made me write my name (using a big fat marker) on the computer, the monitor, both speakers, the keyboard, AND the mouse... "just in case." i'm surprised she didn't say anything about the mouse pad ( Read more... )

=X
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

whew! that felt good. =D

i have read all your entries and tomorrow i shall comment. :)

lookforchastity: new lj for pondering/ranting about my love mishaps. i thought it would be a good idea to separate that from this one so i can have an "escape" free from thoughts of HIM. don't feel pressed to add this lj unless you are super intensely bored or interested in reading the same crap ( Read more... )

i have just reaffirmed my commitment of my future to chastity and romantic solitude. i've really decided. it feels good to once again feel the ground firm beneath my resolution. for the past few months, i've gone through turbulent confusion, second-guessing, doubt - i've let him persuade me into relinquishing the hill i spent so long trying to ( Read more... )