Christmas wasn't bad.. Work is ok. Have tomorrow night off. Gonna eat lunch with the sis and her family tomorrow. Thats all I got right now. Hope all is well with everyone.. Have a safe New years eve.

Hey..Guess its been awhile since I wrote in this thing... Work is going ok.. Its work..Start the busy schedule next week. Start going in at 11 at night... That will last for about 2 months... Found out fluffy is getting put down. Sucks..No one will take her. And the doctor told my sis that her child sammie needs to get away from the dog. Or he will ( Read more... )

Life...ummmmmm....Well my neice katelin is doing better. Might be coming home from the hospital tomorrow. Would be good for carolyne and daniel. Be less stressful and they won't have to worry as much. Im worried..Yet kinda happy. Because thats a family. Most people don't see that side of Daniel. But a worrysome mother. That is expected of carolyne ( Read more... )

If I had a zoe implant I wonder what people would see. I wonder what people would want to see. Found out a friend passed away. Got a letter in the mail from them. Guess they knew their time was coming up and wanted to be around family. Makes more sense why they left. So I have just been listening to The beatles all the time. Brings back memories of ( Read more... )

Eh why not do an entry.. Nothing much really has changed. Just been thinking what I should do. How to acheive what I want. All the baby steps that are involved. What kind of frame of mind I should be in. What is the cost of all of this. The sacrifices. ANd is the will still there to do this. Do I lack the discipline. I think I do. Maybe I don't ( Read more... )

So yea. got off of work early today. Someone smashed a cart into my back when I was kneeling. Still kinda hurts. Returned some stuff to Steph the other day. I forgot I had some of it. One of those things I just wanted to get out. Didn't really need those kind of memories hanging around. They are better to have in my head. Plus I am sure she could ( Read more... )

Maybe its time to clean up. Get rid of stuff that I have been holding on to for awhile but hide in a box and even storage. Clear out the closet. Throw it all away. All those disc's of writtings of mine, journals, even pics of memories that for some reason I wanted to keep... Maybe thats why it still hurts sometimes. Maybe thats why its hard to ( Read more... )

So yeah. I have a job now. Work at the Target in elcon mall. Work on the flow team. Its a 3:00 a.m. - 11:00 a.m. kinda job. I unload trucks and stock the store. Means I am back to a sleep durring the day schedule. Can't complain really. Besides the fact that not many people have that schedule. So I probably won't be going out much. Not like I do ( Read more... )

Goodbye Tiff. Have a safe trip. Wish you the best in D.C....... Take care friend. If I thought I last week was gonna be the last time I saw ya I would have hugged ya harder. I am really gonna miss you.

-Blue-

So I was listening to a song. And something popped in my head. Kinda weird idea. I was thinking that a girl told this guy she had one more night with him. And that was it. They would most likely never see eachother again. The guy is kinda suprised about this and a bit wrecked. Its not that he sees this girl as a lover or a whom to marry. She is ( Read more... )