Being sick and pregnant at the same time is just not a liveable combination. I feel like I got ran over a couple of times. 33 more days until baby's due... I want him to be ready now! Having a tummy this big is no pleasant thing, even though it's fun to watch him move around my whole belly. My co-workers watch my belly for their amusement and tell ( Read more... )

Sorry I have been absent for so long. Time is going by so slowly, yet so fast-paced that I barely have time to breathe, let alone write. Although, I'd probably feel a lot better mentally if I made myself write at least once or twice a week ( Read more... )

I was in a high speed car accident on the freeway this weekend. Some jerk sped up and swerved into my lane, hitting me from behind and causing my car to go into a fishtail. He stopped for a minute and then took off. I almost immediately began having extremely painful cramps in my lower abdomen, and was rushed to the Maternity ER. Me and baby had to ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm 100% having a boy and am still in absolute shock, but I'm absolutely thrilled and in love with him! Everything is in the right place and is visibly growing and working beautifully and 1 day ahead. But I know the conception date exactly so the doctor is still going by that date. He's a whopping 12.2 ounces! I can't believe I'm only a few ( Read more... )

I still can't feel my little punkin kicking in my belly, but I can feel her/him shift now. It feels like a flop in my stomach. It's odd how protective I've gotten over the space anywhere close to my belly. Not too long ago it was the sight of all my freshly carved art... the one place on my body I was bound and determined to destroy... and now it ( Read more... )

Pregnancy is a miracle in progress, and a rollercoaster ride of emotions. You never know when you're going to laugh or cry, but when you start doing either one of them it's like you're locked into that one feeling until the ride comes to a stop. It's gotten to the point where I refuse to cry because I know if I start, I won't be able to stop for at ( Read more... )

I've been so incredibly busy, and have encountered so much this past week it's hard to accept this three day weekend as a breather, or perhaps just a birthday gift ( Read more... )

It's odd to fear the loss...
Of something I didn't know I wanted.

"Dreams are our world turned upside down. Gravity, logic, time rendered meaningless. The world of dreams is not our world. Although in the dead of night, it tempts and deceives. This is what makes dreams so dangerous." - Everwood ( Read more... )

I have too many feelings... they're all mixed up inside my mind, forming a big ball of confusion... I have to get them out... give them words... give them an entry of their own ( Read more... )