Wow, my high school career is almost over. Only 4 months left. It's a little insane...I'm not gunna lie...I'm kind of scared. Not so much for college, just for my hip attachments. : - / Everything will work itself out in the end, I know this. The last few months of 2oo7 were a little harsh, sometimes too much to handle...but I pulled through...like ( Read more... )

.:12-29-06:.

The story's basically as simple as the title. Well, to me and my best friend at least.

Its a cold, uneventful Friday night in December. We were looking for excitement, mystery and relaxation. "Just 24 hours and I'll get to see him again." We leave a bulletin saying we're out to look for trouble. When in reality we were sitting at my ( Read more... )

I'm not trying to be all "woe is me" but this is really eating me up inside. I'm so stressed. I'm terrified of failing my senior year ...its an exaggeration I know, but you get it. && I'm so scared of losing a friendship that I fought for for so long. I finally talked to Zachary today...it was hard...but then I remembered how easy he is to talk to ( Read more... )

here i am sitting at my computer screen feeling like im writing the same shit 
over. and over.
and over again.
but i just cant help it

i miss you
alot
our talks
all nighters
everything
even just ridin with you in the car 
with the windows down
and the music blasting

im not really sure just how hard i fell
your were supposed to be nothing
just a fling

{{what you ( Read more... )

I miss summer.
I miss sneaking out
I miss our drunken nights
I miss the sleepless hours
I miss cuddling with our boys
at 3am on playgrounds
I miss walking into panera at 1pm in our pjs
I miss the smiles and the pictures
and the laughter.
I miss dancing in
gas station parkinglots
I miss the late night swims
I miss laughing so hard our stomaches hurt
I miss ( Read more... )

My eyes are tired
My body barely moving
You've drained me
of everything I once had
every power
every emotion
 every last bit of control
gone.

because of you.
It all seemed so perfect
I can't really tell you why it changed
Maybe it was because summer was ending
So we were fading too
But how'd you make it so perfect?
How'd you make it so I would lose sleep at ( Read more... )

August 24th 2006
17 yrs old
&& still pimpiN
haha

tonight && tomorrow
straight up party
boys boys boys
&&
countless 
drinking games
Adam :: buying me parrot bay
Zachary :: buying me Sparks
JRenee :: sharing it all
bc remember...

lets drink to get drunk
for a drunken mind reveals a sober heart

its mah mothafXckin birthday bitchesssss
&&
im sooo pimpiN

Erik thinks he's ( Read more... )

you lie to me.
guarenteed you will get caught
 dont play these fucking mind games

stop going back to her
                             because i can promise you one thing
    i have no patience with you
      and i will not wait

trust.
is hard to get
especially mine
and your about thirty seconds away from blowing it

stop fXking with my head
&&
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yahh im moving.
               ...to the otherside of mchenry

I went and saw my new house today. It's definitely big, the biggest house I've ever had. I have my own room. We have a sunroom, and a "loft" upstairs. I mean, to me...this is a really big house. I'm kind of excited but at the same time I don't really care that much simply because around ( Read more... )

...ooookaaayyyyy...

so I just finished watching the Notebook....and oh my gooossshhh....that is such a powerful movie. The first time I watched with Sarah *for a girls night in* last year...didn't think it was that good...was just kinda like "ok...not bad". But tonight, I watched it, really watched it, engrossed in it even.

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