I feel like everything i have done in my life has lead to this moment.....i just need to put all the pieces together. Slowly but surely i feel like i am. But you know me....i'm in a never ending sea of emotional drama ( Read more... )

it's weird how the mind works. i remember the stupidest stuff. although as i get older my mind seems to block the bad stuff out. like i was reading my early entries in this stupid thing and in a survey i said something about my mom calling me a whore. she did when i was like 14 haha. if i remember correctly she said "do you want everyone to think ( Read more... )

i'm almost all growed up ( Read more... )

so i might survive tonight but tomorrow is still another day...

so right now is pretty much ridiculous! i am so happy that i don't even know what to do with myself. i am quite certain that i have the best bf in the world. about damn time because i sure have waited long enough to meet a guy this unbelievably good. i mean he makes me feel so much that i've never felt before. i mean i felt like.....i don't know we ( Read more... )

so i'm super excited that i will be leaving to drive home in 5 days!! i really miss everyone from back home. i can't wait to bake cookies with my niece and decorate the christmas tree. it will also be awesome to see sami again. it seem like alot of people are going to be back in michigan for christmas so im glad i finally get to come home this year ( Read more... )

so i just read through my journal since i've started it. 300+ entries, but like i said i'm bored at work. i'm really glad i wrote all this stuff because there are so many little things i don't even remember. it's just weird reading back through all the drama with jaime and different guys i have dated. I mean jeez she's getting married in april ( Read more... )

story of my life....So you know thats saying "fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me?" I'm curious if it still works with two different people that do the same thing to you. Cuz i swear i always end up in the same relationship no matter how much i think things are different. Like i would've swore up and down that this guy is different ( Read more... )

So i am so sick of hearing how things cause cancer. Pretty much everything around us seems to cause cancer. I found a website that list household products like magic erasers, dove body wash, crest toothpaste and johnson's baby soap. who cares? The fact of the matter is that we're all going to die someday people get over it! Instead of focusing on ( Read more... )