so sorry that i havent updated, but this thing is geting really old...all the people that used to read this no longer do, and the journals hat i used to read no longer get updated...i think im gonna go back to my xanga, people actually read that...if you want to remove me then that is fine...i may still update once in awhile...so so long for now...

what i have decided is i have no life...im a boring individual that just goes to work and school...once in a while i go out with friends, party, go to clubs, but otherwise i lead a very boring life...

happy easter everyone...

i saw cal ripken jr today...he walked by me, smiled, waved and said hi...to some of you, it might seem totally weird of me, to make so much out of it, especially since i couldnt afford to buy the book so i could get his autograph (as if i need another one of cal ripken's autographs) but for those of you out there that know me, you know thats big to ( Read more... )

i ddnt pass...i did 30 out of 32 sit ups, and 8 out of 9 laps...i get to go back in june...im gonna do it that time, i swear! even if i have to excerise every day of the week...i have to get it...on a better note, the written was a piece of cake

i just want to go back to the old me, the me where i just cry and mope around, it honestly seems easier then being strong and not caring...i mean its not like im hiding my feelings, but i just wish i hadnt become so strong...its so different when you know your friends are there for you, its so diffrent when you realize you have done nothing wrong ( Read more... )

i really messed this one up...todd and i are over, i think, he said he still wants to be friends and hang out, but i doubt that...i dont have time this week to get upset, so thats good, but next week is going to royally suck, i dont have anything to do...oh well...

so, hes home...and the only thing he says to be is break was good, and im not sure if i can see you sunday...so of course im assuming the worse, i dont know what to do...hes great usually, but its when i want him to share his feelings that hes horrible, i dint understand him...i know hes new to this, but im sick of dealing with it...i feel like im ( Read more... )

last night was amazing...we saw melissas recital, then we all started pre-gamin'...the guys were all bong beers, melissa was drinking beer and sally and i decided to go with the vodka, my first was fruit punch mixed and vodka, then i was rocking the cranberry juice, orange juice and vodka...i was drunk...i started dancing for myself, i guess it was ( Read more... )

john is taking me to st marys, so im just sitting around till he calls me to let me know what time...tonight ill be sooo very drunk...i cant wait to see everyone, i miss my melissa so much...hmm, lets so, one more week till i see my baby, and one more week till the orioles opening day (or night) game, so i guess todd and i will watch the game ( Read more... )