i feel like an awful person right now. and so so lonely. a simple hug would have sufficed. i NEED to be able to let out my feelings, i NEED to, and i made an embarassing fool out of myself in front of my poor landlady this evening god i am so tired and everything had been going so well before today. and fuck ( Read more... )

Maybe this is brought on by a rash of weddings among friends this summer … and/or seeing happy couples pretty much everywhere I wander around berlin, taking in the sights as raptured tourists, or on their way to or from work together sharing their day’s events with each other … point is, people together. And not just groups of friends (although I’d ( Read more... )

scratch another thing off of my to-do list for the year :-)

yay ...

:-)

well fuck, i just did it :-)

now let's see what the fallout is like ...

i'm bleeding a lot. it hurts. my knee won't stop bleeding. whatever.

the end.

what the fuck am i fucking up? i don't get it anymore. what is so fucking wrong with me?

two things starting now ( Read more... )

If y'all aren't tired of it by now, ID the quotes. I'll just put 10 because I don't know how to do the "cut" thing ( Read more... )

i am SO. RUN. DOWN. mentally, physically, emotionally, everything-ly. all i feel is run-down and tense, like, almost all the time. at least since the last time i posted here, nearly a month ago now ( Read more... )

LET'S GOOOOOOOOO MOUNTAINEERS ( Read more... )

“If I needed you, would you come to me ( Read more... )