i just want to be happy again

west Virginia was nice
good to see clarks family and korey and gary and gary's squeeze melissa
new york now

ready to go home though

i want to hide in a box and sleep for three days

I haven’t finished a thing since I started my life, I don’t feel much like starting now ( Read more... )

i only sold $95 worth of books yesterday- I need to make $195 more to break even for missing work and gas. probably not going to happen ( Read more... )

i got into the counseling program with all souls- its a secular things not religious based. they have an md on staff- i think i might need meds again, i really hope not but i feel out of control

evan is going to be back in less than 2 weeks

everything has changed again

it literally only takes a bad day at work or not getting enough sleep or a song on the radio to make me burst into tears ( Read more... )

FACT
i am $35000 in debt from school

FACT
i will be paying that AND at least $18000 in interest

evan went back to new york today.
he will be back home in 34 days.