i just want to be happy
why wont the universe let me fucking happy

Don't say it's over ( Read more... )

nothing really feels like its changed

i really want it to be 4 years ago
id do it right this time

day five living in new york- i get a call at 8 am from my mom saying not to worry, but she had to go to the hospital last night for chest pain and coughing up a little blood.
blood pressure of 48/70. shes home now and has appointments with the heart/gastro doctors this afternoon.

in about 24 hours i will be packing a mini van with all my posessions ( Read more... )

this is stressful.

endlessly stressful.

first off there is a what is your weight loss goal ad on this page and the woman in the picture is freaking me out ( Read more... )

cut all my hair off
i look much better with a buzzed head now that ive lost some weight.
getting kinda crazy over here.

today has been a hard day