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Mike Check!
It's been years!!!
Are you still here? Maybe we'll have to re-aquatint ourselves. -
In one week
I will turn 37.
For many this is “just” another day, another marker of time marching forward.
For me it is a marker of time moving in a forward direction but it is also a time for reflection. I spend the week before my birthday looking at where I have come from, where I am, and where I am going.
When I turned 30 I made a decision. I chose ( Read more... ) -
my body
I feel my body thick
Alive and miraculous.
I wonder at the machine
Of me and when will it be
That I comprehend the magnitude
Of my soul and it’s shell.
Movement once complex and free
Now comes slow, rough start and stop
sluggish though my spirit won’t see the mud
Of years that slows the machine.
I watch as atoms ( Read more... ) -
Motivation
I don’t have any.
How do you stay motivated?
Life is a study in impermanence. The question is not whether something, anything, will last but what’s the POINT?
I’m struggling to see the point in stacks of “to-do” lists.
I understand doing the laundry. I understand it’s a constant. I enjoyed the smell of freshly laundered shirts. Of starch and ( Read more... ) -
Sex Toys, Parties and “winning”
I have a little side business Dirty Blu's.
It’s the kind of thing, you know, something like Tupperware used to be only I think of this more as fuckerware.
It’s a pretty good little gig if your into direct sales. I’m not so sure I’m into direct sales.
The thing is when I do these parties I go to women’s homes and give a long shpeell about ( Read more... ) -
Good Morning
I slept deep and hard last night. I was tired for the first time in weeks. It is normal for me to be unable to fall asleep until 2-3 a.m.
I have always been like that. Up late, sleep late, work and play till late. Crash when the body says to crash.
It doesn’t work as well when you chose to spend your life with a day person!
And those ( Read more... ) -
Cleaning out the trash.
It’s winter. It’s SoCal. It’s sunny, chilly, beautiful outside. I have neglected some things that needed to be taken care of way before now.
Things like taking out the trash.
The yard has to be cleaned up weekly of such things as dog poop, Tree leaves, random dirt on the patio.
It’s relatively easy. It is not uncommon for me to be in the midst ( Read more... ) -
Checking in
It's been a long time since I visited LJ. I always think I'll make it home, yet it doesn't end up being that way often ( Read more... )