I've tried to quench the burn ( Read more... )

(btw, the red box means I chose that answer... the blue x means I feel it doesn't fit me) and thanks Katt...... Love you.

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✓ I miss somebody right now.
× I don't watch much TV these days.
✓ I own lots of books.

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.
× I love to play video games. ( Read more... )

I feel fucking invisible.

And after that poem..and these swirled emotions going on... here is my horoscope that just arrived.......ahhh how funny life can be ( Read more... )

Sometimes its like sweet agony.. if I let it go to its creative conclusion. Allowing the restlessness, the wanting to cry, to scream, to feel...evolve into pure yearning.. And sometimes its something I dont want to look at, to try to define, for fear of what it might say to me. So I just let it go into an avenue I can express, or try to ( Read more... )

The other day I called Dad. To ask his advice. He is very wise at finances, I told myself I could get good advice and I don't know,give him that respect? He ended up suddenly snapping at me on the phone, out of no where, like he always did. But when I hung up the phone I called Stevie and left him a voice mail on his cell. I simply said "You big ( Read more... )

New orange cars, finding treasures with Stevie, bead shopping, new CDs and music blaring in the airconditioned car, seafood lunch with two teenage boys, TWO new pairs of sunglasses (orange, of course, to match the car) and an amazing blue cloisonne pear trinket jar.... all that spells Bliss.

I need a nap.

Hungry Appetite ( Read more... )

Sleepless Heat ( Read more... )

So, Loren is normally home at the same time every day. If he is running a bit late, its not by much. Today, after numerous attempts by BabyKitty to wake me with his little pointy claw and furry face rubbing into me, I finally got up at about 9:30am.I went downstairs thinking it odd Loren didn't let him out of the bedroom. So I sat on the couch, ( Read more... )