I took Nicki out to eat tonight. To a local chinese restaurant...yummm. My fortune cookie, it shocked me. I had to call Steve immediately to tell him what it said. I've only EVER heard him say that to me. It's always had a powerful meaning to me. Was one of my 'mantras' of sorts when I was preparing to leave Bob. My fortune said ( Read more... )

..so tired lately. Just beat up by it all. And I've about had it.... but for now... I think I'll just head to bed early.

turn to you.

And a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, "Speak to us of Children ( Read more... )

I am my own Alice in Wonderland.

The Cheshire Cat grins at me
as he disappears into thin air.

I feel like throwing up. My stomach feels like a lead weight. Seth is talking about hiking and hitch hiking from Pa to Ca, with a stop over in Co at his friends Dad's ranch. He's talking about leaving in 2 months after saving up some money to help him part of the way there. As well as making his list of bakcpacking/survival things he needs. So ( Read more... )

fighting.

Especially when I have not said a single thing. It leaves me feeling weak, confused, lost... and so very very sad. I just don't understand. And when communication it utterly shut down, the door slammed in my face... torture.

Languidly. Liquid ( Read more... )

Over the years, Steve and I have talked about hiking the Appalachian Trail. Not a piece. The Trail. Georgia to Maine ( Read more... )

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