At this point, I am beginning to think I am in an actual state of depression. And I don't like it. heh I still laugh and joke and have moments of feeling satisfaction. But, as I explained in a quick email to Amanda (to try to explain my lack of calling lately), inside me is this pent up ball of tension. I can feel it right now. Waiting to explode ( Read more... )

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I hit my breaking point yesterday. Some trivial issue at work... and I looked at Jackie (my team lead and trusted friend of 4 yrs? whom we've worked at 2 companies now together) and started to flip out. I did it quietly though, that angry hushed forced whisper...'this is fucking bullshit! Why the hell do they have us doing this? I'm not a god ( Read more... )

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Time here all but means nothing, just shadows that move across the wall.They keep me company but they dont ask of me, they dont say nothing at all -sarah mclachlan

Sometimes the beauty in it all, even within the pain, makes me feel so grateful to be alive ( Read more... )

You Are a Prophet Soul


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There is a lot to be said about just going to bed early. I wish I had last night. Makes me think of that line Seth loves so much..."I am the master of my unspoken words, and the slave to those words that should have remained unspoken ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm invisible ( Read more... )