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This has been a lousy week. I'm talking on Tuesday it felt like it should be Friday already. It's been one thing after another and I feel so many pent up emotions inside. Earlier I just sat here with quiet tears falling while I played Pogo games. Is that messed up or what? I need a good long hard cry, a good long hard screwing, a good long hard ( Read more... )

It's been one of Those kinds of days. As I write this I have Kid Rock blaring in my headset. I don't know why but whens it's been a stressful, bad day this CD (Bawitdaba) is the one cd that can burn it away the quickest. 'A Kid Rock kinda day'

(removes long rant)

yeah

Today I was working an account and doing skip tracing and one of the people came up deceased when I ran their social. I looked again at the account notes, to see if we'd ever requested or gotten a copy of the death certificate, and I noticed how there really weren't many notes. The last grouping had been in 2004. And per the notes,it had been the ( Read more... )

yeah.

Oh the joy of getting my income tax return back! I am now the bliss filled owner of an Ipod, which I've wanted for some time now, and a nice 'docking station' so it can be a radio/clock/ipod music station all in one. I think I may use this one upstairs in the bedroom and look for an even bigger one for downstairs ( Read more... )

So after a long day at work, I stopped by the convience store to get some green tea and cigarattes for Loren and I. Yes, still working on the quitting smoking. Down to a half a pack and day and feeling good so far with the progress. But anyway... the kid (and it wasn't a really Old person so Everyone looks young to them) carded me for the ( Read more... )

Earlier in the week my horoscope had the subject title of "The Real Nemisis is Unexpressed Desire". That stuck with me ( Read more... )

Loren said it sounds like song lyrics....... just felt like letting it go where it wanted to. Though I don't think I'll post this one with the poetry group...heh ( Read more... )

I'm thankful for the loves in my life. I'm thankful for my health. I'm thankful for God and Spirit and my Faith. I'm thankful for poetry and my sensitivity. I'm thankful for the rain and wild winds. I'm thankful for the smell of fresh cut grass and scented bath water. I'm thankful for yearning and pain. I'm thankful for my past, my hope filled ( Read more... )