I just. want. to crawl. into a fucking hole. and die.

It's 12:38pm, she's not here anymore. She left about two hours ago..I sat here and stared at her name and fought with the decision to IM her or not. I didn't, I purposely avoided her? Maybe. Don't ask me why. I was angry at her, over something petty. I couldn't help it. And I don't think I regret it. I didn't do it just to upset her. Or did I? I do ( Read more... )

TODAY..was way boring. I was way disappointed :{ stupid Tyler skipped school at 3rd period with Rachel..probably to go to her house and make sins. -.-' Bastard. So I was stuck with Marc and Nathan, god i hate nathan with a passion. He's this grossly chubby dude who looks greasy and thinks the corniest things are hilarious. Marc tried ditching him ( Read more... )

I'm EATING FOOD. cuz I'm a fatty :} and i like to. eat and stuff. APPLES AND BANANARS. Faggert. I had this dream last night..and it was really ...^-^;
Me & Morrigan were married ^____^ anndddd we were sitting on our couch eating pizza and playing thumb wars. Yes. Thats it rotfl. It was nice tho..I dunno how to explain it, like it felt..nice? rotfl I ( Read more... )

Man I hate getting up to go to school..I would so rather night school but that's just me. I stayed up the other night with Morgan :} we had an msn smilie war of sorts. It was fun. I love her to bits <3 I rly need to do better in school..I just get so distracted and blah..I'm probably just lazy as fuck. Well thats all, I've gotta get ready...for... ( Read more... )

So today was a normal day i guess, got dressed, picked up holly, went to school.. it was alright, we had a lame assed assembly thing, about senior day and all that crap. I didn't really pay any attention, since i'll be here next year anyway, so the whole time i sat and played thumb wars with matt and messed with holly. she's fun to mess with though ( Read more... )

so im a real asshole. like i get random urges to be really cruel to someone, because i find it funny..like i guess im sadistic that way..i find it humerous when someones crying..WHOA NOW. don't look at me that way, you know you laugh when the fat kid falls down and can't get up too..

1. do you like anyone?: Uhm yeah ( Read more... )

Okay so this is the first entry thing i'm going to make, its not about anything so don't get all giddy and shit ^___^

basically this is a sub journal for my vf [vampirefreaks] cuz my journal on there doesn't work

so pretty much its just going to be random bullshit k (:

peace homies -syd