I miss her so much... I thought I was doing better. I figured I had finally gotten through the hardest part of the whole ordeal and I was finally starting to come to terms with it but then someone will bring her up or something will trigger a memory of her and it just slaps me in the face and brings it all back. I just want to see her again... ( Read more... )

It's now been a little over 2 months since we lost Bridgee. I wish I had recorded everything that had happened during the last 6 months with her illness, but it was just too painful. After she got better in August, it was the best feeling to know she was getting better specifically because of the things I was doing for her. But she had many ( Read more... )

Bridgette started acting sick last Tuesday, a week ago tomorrow. I had started laser therapy on her the previous Friday, and we had some pretty bad storms here all that weekend and all week. I figured her vomiting and shaking was due to nerves from the storms and all the trips up to work. Well, on a whim I decided to check her kidney values ( Read more... )

And all that jazz. Man, I am SLAMMED with pet sitting jobs. Not complaining, just really friggin busy. This is crazy. Where are all these people gettin the money to go away and pay me? I just got another phone call for one yesterday, I had 4 jobs last month, I'm doing one right now and I have at least another 2 for the month. I'm covering a bunch ( Read more... )

It's amazing how, as soon as he died, everybody LOVES MJ, everybody misses him and all. No body loved him when he was still alive. Everybody thought he was a dirty pedophile. Still, people are saying things about how all the children in the world are safe now because he's gone. It's pissing me off. He never went after little kids, its not like he ( Read more... )

About 8 or so hours ago. I am so shocked and upset by this. I have been sitting here with CNN on watching coverage of everything since I got home from work. I can't even count the amount of times I've broken down crying. I know he was a lot of things, but a major part of my life was also one of them. I have forever known his music, his words, his ( Read more... )

Yeah so... that whole thing with Rhett is way over. And I'm glad of it. After he told me we were going too fast, and then he "got scared" and then "got busy" I was like uh... fuck this shit. Screamed and cursed him out, felt better about it and now I'm over it. It's obviously better this way. After the time I spent single, I don't need to be gettin ( Read more... )

Been seeing Rhett at least once a week now, if not more than. Seen him twice already this week - Tuesday and Wednesday. He was sick, didn't go to work, I told him I'd come over and bring him some advil and some dvds to watch. Ended up cleaning his house while he slept on the couch. Cleaned the dishes, loaded the dish washer, cleaned the stove, ( Read more... )

Tabitha gets spayed tomorrow... no logical reason to be nervous, but I am :-/

Weighed myself this morning,

and I lost...

SIX POUNDS!
May only be six pounds, but I am DAMN proud of myself. That's what a diet and regular exercising does. Yea!