I haven't updated in almost 9 months. Pretty much the entire relationship I've endeavored with Sean, that has come almost completely to an end. I can feel it in my gut that it's for the best. There's too many highs and lows. I need something that is a little more steady and constant ( Read more... )

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HAPPY EASTER!

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Life has a funny way of always surprising you. You never really can tell what's going to happen ( Read more... )

..And just like that, he was gone, and she was alone again.

I fucking have Valentine's Day. Every year it's the same old shit. Always alone.

Something please change, thank you.

Sometimes my heart aches for no reason. I don't know why I feel like I'm defected. I never let myself be happy. Everytime things start to get better, I do something to cause ripples in the water. I claim what I want is love and happiness, but as soon as I get there, I sabotage it. I don't know why I do the things I do. I think I need to be psycho- ( Read more... )

I went to the park today, played basketball with Kelly, Chewy and Justin. Then threw the football around, surprised everybody with the fact that I can actually throw a football. Played with Baby Allen. Took him down his first slide ( Read more... )

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I might be withholding.

SCARY...