"Some things I'll never know and I had to let them go ( Read more... )

I've pretty much figured out that everything in life is uncertain ( Read more... )

I think he wants this just as much as I do.

;]

I've reached comfort. I'm going to be okay. I know that now. It eases my mind. He totally reassures me, without even saying anything. :] Amazing. So, when I get home, it's on! Bow chika wow wow. <3

I can't remember when I was happy by myself. I always need people to make me happy. Why can't I just be happy with myself? I'm a negative person, everyone hates it. But I can't help but the the way I am. People always leave. How can that be turned into a positive thing? Everytime it happens, I foresaw it happening. But maybe that's just my karma ( Read more... )

Bummin over a few things. But nevertheless, just a few more things to get through. Nothing I can't handle.

so confused. I met a super chill dude, but I'm scared he's getting in way over his head. how pathetic to think that way about yourself?

This weekend was bangin. Me and my girls went and partied at the Camp Pendleton Marine base all weekend. Met lots of cool people. Didn't go to sleep until like 8am. Amazing.

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Like I said, he wasn't worth it.

Done with life. Fuck it.

I'm so stupid for ever loving you. I'm stupid for thinking you actually gave a shit about me. I've wasted almost an entire year caring about someone who never had my best interest in hand. Come to find out, I was never special. I never meant shit to you. I was just there so you could waste time with and fuck with my head. Fuck this. I don't need ( Read more... )