I am a bit fed up with the bullshit at my job. I am tired of constantly being sick and I am tired of being tired. I would like to have an island where just me and Bri live and our friends(and sometime family) could get to us by a drawbridge that we let down for them. I would like to win the lottery and tell a certain bitch at work to stop being a ( Read more... )

I had to put one of my ratties to sleep today. She got pneumonia.

Rest in Peace Dottie Henson Proctor 06/14/07-05/26/08

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Ok, we have decided on names for our babies. Dottie Hinson and Kit Keller, we are naming them after the sisters in "A League of Their Own". I'm already called All the Way Mae, so it works out great. :)

In just a couple of weeks we get our babies!!!! Bri and I are SO excited! We are getting two females from an amazing breeder in Pinellas Park, FL. We have everything ready for them and I swear it's like waiting to take your baby home from the hospital. We don't have names picked out yet though.
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It's sad that the happiest part of my day was finding out that Jerry Falwell died. I've cried most of the day, can't seem to get hold of my emotions. Don't think the meds are working too well anymore. They control the moods but really don't do a damn thing for the depression anymore. The older I get the more I get depressed this time of year ( Read more... )

"And now its my time (now its my time)
It's my time to dream (my time to dream)
Dream of the sky (dream of the sky)
Make me believe that this place isn't plagued
By the poison in me
Help me decide if my fire will burn out
Before you can breathe
Breathe into me
I stand alone
Inside
I stand alone"

I have been talking about wanting kittens and wanting ferrets and wanting rats for quite some time now. I just want an animal, I have always had pets and I miss them, so we are getting rats. I REALLY want ferrets, but they are too expensive right now, so I figure start off with rats get used to them get them used to us, then get a kitten get it ( Read more... )

There's no earthly way of knowing / Which direction we are going / There's no knowing where we're rowing / Or which way the river's flowing / Is it raining? / Is it snowing? / Is a hurricane a-blowing? / Not a speck of light is showing / So the danger must be growing / Are the fires of hell a-glowing? / Is the grisly reaper mowing? / Yes, the ( Read more... )

I wrote this a couple of years ago about an ex, kind of applies to some of my family now too...

SONG OF PAIN
Your words have no meaning
They're just bass from your mouth
Your feelings aren't real just beats from your brain
Every I love you is a screeching guitar hook
Everything you fake is the only thing real
You play so well your song of pain