Oh wow, it has truly been forever since the last time I updated on here. For the longest time I switched to posting on myspace, but now I don't even write or log in on there anymore. I miss getting my feelings out, although I have an actual journal book I tend to not feel like writing by hand when I need to put my thoughts on paper. Anyhoo...I ( Read more... )

Last minute Kristy emails me telling me she thinks she's going to have to back out of coming up to hang out with me for my birthday after all. She doesn't have money, which I totally get, I never have money. But she's the one that really wanted to be able to come up and go out to celebrate with me since she was going to be going to Branson with ( Read more... )

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Let's see....it's 6:40 p.m. and I'm waiting for Travis to get home from work so we can go out to eat at Red Lobster(YUM). I got up this morning when he woke up, well mostly b/c he wouldn't quit bothering me...hehe. But from the moment he left for work around 9:00 till probably a half hour ago I have been busy doing stuff ( Read more... )

I am in full melt-down mode. I am totally stressing and freaking out about my class this semester and everything else I have to get done. Mostly I'm freaking out about how much trouble my sinuses are giving me this winter, cuz if I don't feel better by Monday I'm going to have to go to the doctor again and I really don't want to! I'm so tired of ( Read more... )

This has been the worst winter for me in regards to my being sick. On Tuesday I went to the doctor's office again and he thought my nose looked fine and that my chest sounded ok when he checked me out. But Tuesday night I coughed so much and so hard that continued on Wednesday and by Wednesday afternoon my throat was in extreme pain due to all ( Read more... )

I don't think I really have it in me to reach out to Cassie in order to put things behind us. After Kristy and her talked I thought about doing the same thing, but I dunno...I just can't fake it. Plus it's not like she's really reached out to me, and I just don't really care about her anymore. I know that Lynette and I buried the hatchet, but I ( Read more... )

I still have a hard time believing that there is nothing that'll take you away from me ( Read more... )

Travis ( Read more... )

I realize that when some people hurt you, especially those that are very close to you, there is no set time-frame for how quickly you get over that pain. And sometimes maybe you never fully put it behind you. I will never put any sort of trust in Lynette when she's around my boyfriend. Not only had she tried to take him for herself, but she has ( Read more... )