Everyone here (asuming that there is a "here") has felt depression... or at least sadness... but have you been through it time and time again nonstop sence you were old enough to realize you felt? I have always lived with depression, and not untill I begain taking medication did I understand exactly how deeply rooted my feelings were. Lately I ( Read more... )

Someone help me die. It's painful, but I need it. I need to end the pain, but only through pain, can the pain be forgotten.

It doesn't seem like life is going very well for me right now. I've got crushes on nine different girls, and am in love with two. Neither of the two will go anywhere, and only one of the others is a possobility. All I want is to be loved. I live on love. All I get is hate, and a "yeah you're here so I have to sort of pay attention to you". I ( Read more... )

sOME ONE PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME MESSAGES!?!??!pleaplse?!vI'm so fucking lonelty right no... and and still duck k but that irealivetnt just please lobe me!! Plaease?? just send a few, i'll realt them and saqy wowo! YEAY!LEast partyt!ok! Im out! T'v.v TIME!!!!!!!!
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I'm not sure, but something about writting that, and reliving all of those good, and bad memories, made me depressed. Depressed enough to make this: 3/4 cup tequilla, 1/8 cointreau, and 1/8 grand marnier, and a splash of margurita mix.... so.... complete alcohol.Three sips, I'm drunk. Oh..... it burns going down.... but feels good in my viens. I ( Read more... )

I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Everyone stares. Then they cup their hands, while talking to their neighbors, stealing sidelong glances at me. Laughing... Wispering... All they say is how they would like to slowly rip my intestines out and ring them around my neck to make a noose. The world is a vile place, my pressence making it none the less better, But I am only to acknowledge ( Read more... )

Well..... been tring to think of something to write lately.... and now that I'm kinda really fucked up on some zambars.... mmmhhhhhhhh..... I'm gonna write a story: There once was a frog named Bill, He enved the fish and their gills, For he ever so craved to go swimming the deep; Spent so much time dreaming he hadn't got sleep, the sleep that he ( Read more... )

Anyone who hasn't read this..... please do so... and if you have.... give me a hug.
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