This morning I decided to perform a little experiment. Typically when one masturbates, one conjures up a specific fantasy or erotic thought and proceeds in deceiving the senses until an orgasm is reached. Correct? Right. I'm starting from that point ( Read more... )

All week long I look forward to the weekend as if when it comes I will live in a completely new area, knowing new and exciting people and even possibly gaining a new and flawless personality. I imagine someone else living my weekends, before they come as if in preview of my actual (and realistic) role in them. I always agree, not to anything ( Read more... )

I would give away a good sum of my worldly possessions to be able to sleep right now. Like my Louis Vuitton clutch, stuffed inside my larger Prada, with the opal ring that's been handed down three generations, my complete PJ Harvey collection, my down-filled comforter ('cause I'm not using it!), an antique statue of Buddha, all of my books on WWII ( Read more... )

(11:33:30) StickyN0tepad219: Hey there sexy how have you been ( Read more... )

You won't read all of this, but I wrote all of this.
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I keep getting these little rushes of excitement. I wonder what that's about. I hope it's not insanity.

I have a feeling good things are right around the corner.

I'm no psychic.

(19:43:28) blutlassen: So, I don't know if you know the story of my cats ( Read more... )

Tonight he forced me to be social. He said, "just for coffee ( Read more... )

I just need a lot of time to think. And listen ( to me). And tell the truth (even if it's not what I want it to be).

namaste1979's mom just IM'd me!