FCUK.  @#$&.  FUKK.  FUCK.

booooo, weekend to-do list:

• Math109: Assignment #7
• AFM102: read chapter 9 and 10
• AFM102: Assignment #5
• SPCOMM: finish self evaluation
• SPCOMM: finish peer evaluation

Enough’s enough.  I can’t keep thinking about the “what ifs” anymore. But I really don’t know what to do anymore.  I know we’re done, I’ve known for a while, and that’s okay; but I guess I just never wanted to accept the fact that we’ll probably never get that closeness back again.  I miss it.  I’ve tried staying good friends with you, ignoring you ( Read more... )

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i hate math.  
&& i hate everything math related.  
i hate stupid math109.
i hate how i'm in the 10am class and Green talks so effing S L O W, and therefore puts me to sleep.
i hate how FMM did not teach calc properly, therefore i'm struggling with the easy stuff now. 
i hate the stairs the Math&Computing building have 'cause they're so steep.
i hate ( Read more... )

no pun intended.  or maybe some.  i dunno, it's been a while since i've blogged.  there hasn't been that much going on since i've been nerding it up in waterpoo for so many weekends.  but there's something so wrong with me.  i should be working harder than ever right now, but over these past few days, i can't seem to find that extra boost of ( Read more... )

I SHOULD NOT be up at this hour.
I SHOULD NOT have been streaming Degrassi, Prison Break and random YouTube videos at this hour.  
I should have finished my damn spcom223 basic speech outline when it was assigned on Tuesday.
I should be getting BED REST because I'm sick and just rest in general cause my Thursday classes are horribly long and bunched ( ( Read more... )

i have this love/hate relationship with boxing day.  then again, i have a love/hate relationship with a lot of things these day.  anyhow, for those of who worked in a retail clothing store, i feel SO BAD for you; especially if you had a closing shift.   my mom calculated that i spent about $350 today and i've been officially ordered to stop ( Read more... )

DUN DUN DUN DONE!!

actually done last night, but was too sleepy to post.  but yes, finally too.

I, Carmen Wong, vow to be the biggest nerd during my 1B term.  
Exams can be so much easier and maybe even relaxing for those peole who went to all their classes and kept up with all of their work during the term.  I wanna be like them!!!  So feel free to ( Read more... )

How strong must a person's will power or pure desperation to simply obtain a passing GPA, have to be, to keep them up studying?

[ Damn you Waterloo for being so hardcore, and booo me for not keeping up with the workload.  Just two more days... and thank you for worrying about my health and telling me to sleep, but I plan to catch up on sleep soon ( Read more... )

I had this really bad dream about doing laundry, then falling into the dryer and shrinking.  It's like Honey I Shrunk The Kids.  I was like a helpless hamster running in the dryer so that I wouldn't let the clothes in the machine engulf me in their waves.  I've had a dream/nightmare for the past few nights now

I'm tired; dreaming is a sign of too ( Read more... )