how true the butterfly effect really is. Well, I know it is true. I know it is a real concept. I wonder though, if what is really meant to happen will still come true. Or is it all just merely chaos
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I think mostly everyone is like that, whether they admit it or not. Everyone's afraid of breaking something fragile in their lives, or walking the tightrope, or doing whatever they need to do to stay afloat for just a little bit longer, thinking that if they can float long enough they'll eventually wake up onshore somewhere worthwhile.
Don't know what to tell you. I'll give you a scalp massage sometime. Maybe that'll help.
Well, I felt as though I was belittled on Monday morning. I figured that was your way of saying you didn't want to talk to me. Go ahead and say I'm reading too much into it. I'll try talking to you tomorrow, if you care to talk to me. I just feel like no one needs me and that is bothering me. Oh well, my problem, doubt anyone wants/cares to hear about it.
What did I say on Monday? I honestly don't even remember. And why should nobody needing you bother you? You finally have the opportunity to pursue your own interests and do whatever you would like with no drama to worry about. I just fail to see how that is a bad thing.
What does bother me is when I see someone pity his or her self. Not an insult. There is so much opportunity in the world and there are so many chances to accomplish change in the pursuit of happiness. I pitied myself for an amount of time and I realized that the only thing to come out of it was misery. There is static in it; it's like mud. In order to really make change you have GOT to let that go. Yes, there are still trials and times of sadness, but they go much faster when you understand that you can change your perspective. This is (one of the many areas) where my faith in God helps me. Don't freak out; I'm not telling you to believe in my God, just relating personal experience.
"I'll try talking to you tomorrow, if you care to talk to me." In light
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Being needed is important. I meant being needed as being significant, not as being free.
Furthermore, I do wear my heart on my sleeve. As much as I say I don't have emotions, they are indeed there. I guess I just feel that I am allowed to have a feeling of discontent, as I am always the rock for my family. Can I not have a moment of weakness? Guess I should just "man up" and "deal with it."
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Don't know what to tell you. I'll give you a scalp massage sometime. Maybe that'll help.
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What does bother me is when I see someone pity his or her self. Not an insult. There is so much opportunity in the world and there are so many chances to accomplish change in the pursuit of happiness. I pitied myself for an amount of time and I realized that the only thing to come out of it was misery. There is static in it; it's like mud. In order to really make change you have GOT to let that go. Yes, there are still trials and times of sadness, but they go much faster when you understand that you can change your perspective. This is (one of the many areas) where my faith in God helps me. Don't freak out; I'm not telling you to believe in my God, just relating personal experience.
"I'll try talking to you tomorrow, if you care to talk to me." In light ( ... )
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Furthermore, I do wear my heart on my sleeve. As much as I say I don't have emotions, they are indeed there. I guess I just feel that I am allowed to have a feeling of discontent, as I am always the rock for my family. Can I not have a moment of weakness? Guess I should just "man up" and "deal with it."
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