Well I found the Original recipe for absinthe (after 6 fucking years searching!!!) I have begun to make it. If I do not survive it well...lmao I will give all my stuff to DeviousDolly (sissy) lol. DONT CROSS YOUR FINGERS!
Can't wait for halloween weekend I will be running off to New Orleans yay! I need a vacation away from here, Away from me, away from everything, specially away from HIM!
Dying and forget about everything...Then I look at my little brother and I cannot leave him by himself yet. He's only 10 and he has alot to go through still. Since we both are alone (even if our parents live in the apartment downstairs). I still have work to do with him...so the rope and the knife or the gun can wait for another day.
I woke up the morning with Bruises on my arms and legs. I did not hit myself because they dont hurt. But hell this is the 5th time shit like this happens...My mom say The dead must trying to remind me of something. BEing paranormal sensitive sucks.