This week marks the final first day I will have as an undergraduate. Classes are going alright so far, but i fear that they will become progressively harder as the senioritis begins to spread from my conscience to every part of my body, including my drinking hand (the same one that will inevitably press the snooze button on many occasions; ( Read more... )

this week i finally admitted all feelings to a certain someone, i was nervous as hell so i had a few beers in me to calm me down. although i had some alcohol in me, everything said was sincere and exactly what i wanted to say ( Read more... )

Well the last week of my life was the most stressful week i have ever experienced. Although the workload has lightened, it is still extremely heavy and will be so until the end of the year. There are other occurrences this week that aided in making it the worst week ever. I will list these reasons throughout the tonight's posting ( Read more... )

well my life sucks right now, actually on the surface I may appear calm and collected, but underneath, my stomach is constantly in knots. Internally, I am putting myself through hell. The constant onslaught of work in the next few weeks, mixed with the uncertainty(In more ways than one) of the future has me an emotional wreck. This semester has ( Read more... )

well as of late i have getting bored and spending money. usually it is selfishly spent on me, however the other day i actually spent money on someone else. as i sat here and feverishly chatted away on AOL, I got in a conversation with an old friend (and by old friend i mean past present and future love interest). Well anyway, she was telling me ( Read more... )

as the title implies, i feel that i am getting older day by day. this past weekend was my final ALF as an undergrad and frankly that scares me. Also, next week is midterm week, which means that my senior year is 25% over, another scary thought. It now means that I have 75% of the year to make this miraculous relationship happen, good luck on that ( Read more... )

so i mentioned that i got a new bike, well i couldn't figure out the front disc brake assembly. not wanting to break anything, I took it to a bike shop in clarion (did not know that there was one). IT was a real shitty shop, with a ton of bikes in the confined space, and nobody working. I dropped my brand new bike that I hoped to ride today off at ( Read more... )

Wait, I take that back. There are a ton of things that have happened in the past 28 weeks (that is since I stopped writing in my LJ) that I wouldn't change, but there is just one that I would. I will get to that later, as for now I will attempt to bring you back up to speed ( Read more... )

so today i am going to attempt to wing my speech, this could prove to be catastrophic.. but you know I GOT THIS.. after which i am going to go to the 6 pack shop, buy a case, and begin to get bombed. also i hope that my date still stands for tonight because that may be the only thing that brightens my monday.

thats monday.. later

yeah this weekend was both a good one, and a shitty one. I went to the bar sat night with john, pretty good time. And although I was having a good time at the bar, in the back of my mind i kept thinking about how shitty it was that i was without my newly found companion. last week was a totally awesome time with her, i couldn't have asked for a ( Read more... )