I miss our all night diners, even when you'd ask me about all my shiners.

I thought getting my own house would mean I'd want to start hanging out with people again, honestly I do but I'm still just broke and can't do anything. Anyways I still don't want to see many people, I've made my reaches and advances, but per usual nobody feels the same way I do. I honestly can't describe what I feel, it's probably just my normal ( Read more... )

I seriously can't stop being so frustrated with myself, it's gotten to the point to where I can't even have a normal conversation. As soon as money comes up in any small way I'm instantly pissed. I can't apologize enough to my girlfriend for being an asshole to her just because I'm frustrated. I feel like this isn't necessarily going away either ( Read more... )

i hate money, i hate everyones shattered perception on life and the way things 'should be'. i'm farther in debt than i have ever been and could possibly lose my job. only good news i got lately was that i have health insurance again so i'm on three waiting lists for doctors. as soon as i get my physical i can finalize my test for the air force and ( Read more... )

So block your ears, close your eyes, remember that you're a golden soul fallen from the
boring, heartless, Hollywood herd of lies that they call: Beautiful.

I really just use it when I really need Kristyn Reinike to know I miss her.  Also, for anyone that still gets on beside her, I'm dating Kryssy and it's going well but kind of weird because I feel I'm a very awkward person but she just enjoys the hell out of it for some reason. She makes me ignore the fact that I have other things going on sometimes ( Read more... )

Nobody has made me this happy in a long time, I think that's enough said right there.

I'm not sure where this is going, but I'm going to enjoy getting there I'm positive.

Playing 'Left For Dead' being trapped in this house sucks really bad.
Cherney's coming over I want everybody to just come over and play xbox and smoke weed and just not worry about shit for once.

I haven't genuinely liked a girl in a really long time and I kind of forgot what to do about it. This is probably the part where I'll start fucking shit up again real soon, but I'm pretty sure that's why half of the people that still love me do. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh shit.

Seriously I've never felt so alone in my entire life.

What makes it worse is not having Josh Moon or Eric to help with this shit.

Fuck everything right now, I really need my old friends back pronto.