no one lives a happy life, no one lives a sad life ( Read more... )

those who are dead are not dead, they’re just living in my head. and since i fell for that spell i am living there as well

i'm not a skeptic yet. seems like everyone becomes one sooner or later. well i am about some things, about a lot of things. just not everything. when do our hopes and admiration become something of the past instead of the future? when do we settle for the life we will fall into? everyone feels special, i have no illusions of that. but are any of us ( Read more... )

"breathing the fumes of our machines
we’ve lost our way
if we could only see us now..."

but really, what if we could see us now? did this world stop living hundreds of years ago? is passion still what it was 300 years ago? i can't help but think there was universal beauty back then. was everyone so split apart by there music when all they had was ( Read more... )

i used to believe that no one else was alive, that all of the world was just a show inside my own mind.

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while standing in a crowd you are alone.

this burning passion, it fills me with desire and drives me and it drives my cause. i'm filled with reasons, but reasons drive me further. disdain for disbelief will stay the course.

i pound the walls, i shake the cage, i will not fail

for those of you that havent really thought about what TV commercials do to your head, think about this, the way the average person watches tv, he's looking at about 10,000 commercials a year. if he (or she) lives to be 70 (lets take off the first year or two, you were busy learning to talk and walk, no time for commercials) you're still looking at ( Read more... )

"i close my eyes as the curtains draw
i thought i heard your voice but i thought wrong

but you're not there anymore
and i just can't care anymore.."

holy shit, i just spent a couple hours retracing my life from so very very long ago when i started this journal. my how much this puts things into perspective. my how much all has changed, i was able to see all my friends cycled though, its funny how many people you were friends with, whom you NEVER thought things would drift. and yet they did. i ( Read more... )