so, what better way to explain my frustration and bad luck/choices when it comes to boys than in a poem ( Read more... )

i dont know why or when she decided that she has the right to treat people the way she does. does she think that she's better? or that, because she's older, that she's wiser? i don't know when she'll see the light and how much a of a living hell she puts us through day in and out, but i hope it's in the near future. i already told myself that the ( Read more... )

so the bachlor/ette party this weekend was a blast. i never knew my cousins were so awsome, and that their friends were equally as awsome and funny as they are. people watching is always fun. i decided that this past weekend is going to be the last time i drink alcohol. ever. well, maybe not ever, but until it's legal anyways. dan's message (my ( Read more... )

in my distress i called to the Lord and he answered me. from the depths of the grave i called for help, and you listened to my cry. you hurled me into the deep, into the very heart of the seas, and the currents swirled about me; all your waves and breakers swept over me. i said, "i have been banished from your sight; yet i will look again toward ( Read more... )

i had one of those restless nights. one of those nights where you can't get comfortable no matter what position i lay in. did the phone call really give me that much anxiety? i didnt think it did. and though it was the first thing i thought about this morning, it wasn't on my mind when i went to sleep. i'm off to my writing class (finally) and ( Read more... )

one of my assignments in creative writing was to create a poem from magazine clippings; words or phrases that stuck out to us. here's what i came up with ( Read more... )

is not fun. i've felt like crap for the past week or so and its about time i get better. hopefully i'll be well by this weekend cuz i dont want to have to be sick at ashley's wedding shower. which i still have to get directions for. tomorrow should be fun. i'm possibly hanging out with "bob" and then movie night at djs. i'm getting better at ( Read more... )

it's been a weird couple of weeks. so many things have happened ( Read more... )

*Ephisians 4:25-32*

Therefore each of you must put off falshood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry and do not give the devil a foothold. He who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with his ( Read more... )

so yesterday at andrews party, i thought i lost boo. the party was at suzannes house, and she has a ginormous back yard. we were all chillin in the spa and boo comes to visit us a couple of times but then disappears. after we get out of the spa i notice that she's not in the house. so we all go looking for her. i thought she was small enough to ( Read more... )