i find myself having to continually keep writing or typing somewhere becuase i feell as if i dont i will explode and blow up everyone around me. Im in something of a whirlwind relationship...with someone ive known for a very long time... we talked for months before seeing each other for the first time in years and it was explosive... we instantly ( Read more... )

i hate boys, i hate boys, i hate boys, i hate boys, i fucking hate boys ( Read more... )

I believe yesterday was one of my harder days, and i did it all to myself.... being so nervous..... so, the story ( Read more... )

so the title above....... yea ( Read more... )

i have no idea how long its been but i decided to keep this running. i really dont know anyone anymore so i think its fitting to actually use this as a journal again. indeed ( Read more... )

shes the song you couldnt sing
and the note you couldnt hit
so you locked her up in a music box
turned the key on all of us.
she spins silver strings in the dark
with metal teeth
that ring in her heart
when the cover drops
the world just fades

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My updates on here are becoming further and far between, stupid myspace sucking me in. but the whole journal thing has way less meaning and its almost not as fun. its like a more complicated aim with pictures that takes 2 days. maybe hours if youre an avid myspace checker. if you have my number, call me, if its important... like hey, lets hang out ( Read more... )

"bush's accacptance rating is as low as its ever been." and why do you think that is?? maybe because our fucking vice president SHOT a guy. just maybe tho ( Read more... )

i havent written anything in here in a long time, my space is way more addicting. lets see, updates.. i moved back into my parents place, got a drafting table, started hanging out with a childhood friend, started going to shows again, annnd and trying to get a job at lifetime fitness. ive got my simple life back and i love it :)