So, here I sit. Two years later, and anxiously awaiting the move. However, in this case I feel wrong calling it "the move." Why? Because that particular move- the one that everyone schedules into the "growing up section" of their life, happened two years ago. I'm not sure if it was the freshly graduated feeling that hurled me into a state of ( Read more... )

The only thing that is keeping me happy here, keeping me sane, and keeping me constantly smiling is moving 45 minutes away ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in forever. Sometimes I get huffy or flustered and seriously contemplate running back to this electronic form of venting, but I always get sidetracked. So, after attempting to study and then realizing I don't have the attention span, here goes nothing ( Read more... )

"A wise girl kisses but never loves, listens but never believes, and leaves before she is left ( Read more... )

Today was strange, to say the least. It was a mix of nerves and emotions, and trying to be calm for someone who had no reason to be calm in the first place. It was a day of waiting rooms, and waiting in general. It was silent and awkward and stressful. It was ironically beautiful and incredibly numbing. Days like today re-convince me of the fact ( Read more... )

Okay, so perhaps I spoke too quickly in my last entry when I so naively stated that I was conent. Perhaps it was in the moment, and in fact at that exact point and time I was incredibly content. But as of now, as horrible as it sounds, I am NOT content at all. These last few days have been a blur of thoughts, a complete whirlwind of emotions, an ( Read more... )

i'm content♥

"I'm looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love. And I don't think that love is here in this expensive suite in this lovely hotel in Paris ( Read more... )

Valentines day. ick. it's coming soon, and as much i try to separate myself from it's disgusting routines and incredibly obnoxious traditions, i know that i'll catch far too many glimpses of roses, candy and corny couples. it scares me how insanely cynical i have turned within the last few months...with each romantic holiday comes yet another ( Read more... )

Journals are made for when you need to unload all of your thoughts and emotions all at one time in order to proceed with your day in a calm and tidy fashion ( Read more... )