wow i like never do this lol i turn 20 in 21 days.. and in 20 i get to go see my baby :D im so freakin excited im like freakin out. theirs so much i wanna do there. and luckily i get to stay 2 days longer then last time. yea im not much of a writing person..

20 FREAKIN DAYS!!!!! HAHAHA

another evening by myself.. well sorta.. as ussualy ill spend most of the night talking to my baby on msn... shes so far away i wish i could be with her.. i cant stop thinking about her.. and worrying. sometimes i get scared that shell give up and find someone closer who can do more for her.. but then when i talk to her she fills me with such ( Read more... )

god i feel sick... even after smoking a good sac i feel like im going to hurl.. another 3 weeks till the specialst.. fuck i wish it was soon... i wanna be healthy.. i wanna go a day without feeling like im going to pukle my guts out or have to smoker a joint to be able ot eat and even sleep.. ive been getting much sicker lately.. because of the ( Read more... )