ughhhhhh.....awful awful day. My dad like...told katee to go home...? and My mom just keeps tellling me what a fuck up I am. then I go to the therapist and she wants to put me on antidepressants. then my mom bitched at me, then my dad bitched at me. I cry alot. alot alot. till my eyeballs feel like they will fall out ( Read more... )

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ugh...gotsta go to the therapist. My dad makes me wear my falling apart winter coat. Its irritating. ummmm...I...hate....everyone. for real. >:(

wow. weird day. I don't know what's goin on with Lauren anymore. In acting today she started crying on me, cause she doesnt remember what its like to see straight. Then right after that, Jessica pissed me the fuck off. She comes up to me and starts talking about how Laurens out of control and shes fucking up. Im like wow, we used to hang out ( Read more... )

Im dumb....

my brother spilled sprite INSIDE of my acoustic guitar. that makes koolaide, rum and coke, and sprite that have been spilled inside of it. also, the sprite drenched my amp cord for my bass. way to go, genius. I love how graceful my brother is. grrrrrrr....

( boooooorrrrrrreeeeeeeddddddd )

'Friends only' from here on out kids...why? because Emily is irritating and immature. grow up, sweetie.

Ophelia
Kitty
LuLu
Loretta
Bitsy
Levar Burton
Azure
tiny, fluffy cat thing.

went to the therapist today...queer. fuck you lady. why should I tell you anything? because my parents pay you??? you suck.

I feel really weird. kind of like I just swallowed something sharp and its stabbing into my chest. Perhaps that is the feeling of my heart turning to stone....? I have no place in my heart for anyone right now...except maybe a kitten. Everyone complains about how "Oh god! we were in love and he/she broke my heart! I'll never be the same. I am a ( Read more... )

"why don't you smoke pot anymore?"
"I just think it's dumb. I don't approve of it."
"Wanna smoke a bowl?"
"no"
common!"
"NO."
"common"
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE"
"sorry. Im gonna go smoke now."

I am sad. nothing will make me happy. I have given up on romance with anyone. Honestly, right now, there are people I like, but no one I would date. weird ( Read more... )