I am so cold. I cannot imagine this body being anything but cold. I am hurt and tired, depressed and angry. I just want to give up on this stupid relationship. I think I want to be alone again. I don't disappoint myself, I don't say things that hurt my own feelings, I always can count on me. I wish that the person that said they loved me and wanted ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I last posted on here! I can't believe I even remembered my user name and password. I am just looking back on my past journal entries. It's interesting to see, as time passes, I am still a complete idiot. I'm still working at Daniel's, but I have actually gone back to school to MCC. I only have 2 more classes and 2 ( Read more... )

I am so happy that christmas will be over in just a few short days. I am really having a hard time this year. Mainly because I am so poor and have nothing to give to anyone at all. That and the fact that I have no reason to be happy at all this year. I truly miss my aunt barb that passed away this year. Can't stop thinking about her lately. I am ( Read more... )

K, so I'm here in Florida on vacation. The drive down here was horrific. I hate Georgia now. Never want to see that fucking state again in my life. I am basically hanging out down here. Fighting with my cousins and playing on my laptop. I could honestly take or leave Florida. Not really that special. It's nice weather right now compared to Michigan ( Read more... )

I feel so alone tonight. I am alone most nights, but tonight I just can't shake it. Most times it doesn't bother me to be by myself. I enjoy it usually. I don't know what my problem is. I should be used to being let down by now as well. Ugh...stupid livejournal. Nobody gives a shit anyway...I dunno why I write on it. :|

This has been a fucked up year so far, but I'm going to carry on. LOL. I know that no one will read this anyway, but it's nice to have someone to type to. I am on xbox live and my gamertag is midnitereaper30 if anyone wants to get owned at halo 3 by a girl :)

It's been such a long time since I've posted on here. Chris and I are still together. We're getting married next September. Planning a wedding is such a pain in the ass...The court house is looking better and better. I've had a really good summer. My family from Florida came and stayed at my house for about a week. We had a blast. I miss them ( Read more... )

This last Monday, I co-signed on a house in Hesperia. I now own a house for at least the next 30 years with Chris. We've been together for more than a year now. I'm pretty happy. I'm studying to be a medical transcriptionist. I'm still working at Daniel's unfortunately. I miss talking to everyone. I just wish that some of my friends from high ( Read more... )

Well, since the last journal post, I have gone through quite a bit of shit. I met Chris and have been with him for a little over a month now. I got kicked out of my parents' house....only lasted a night. I've patched things up with them now. I am still looking for an apartment. Chris is still looking for a job. I can't say enough about him. He ( Read more... )

Today was disappointing...I was hoping to hang out with Eric, Keith, and Cami, but Eric's grandmother passed away. I am so terribly sorry for him. I know exactly how he feels because my grandfather passed away 2 months ago from cancer. Losing someone is the hardest thing you'll ever have to live through in your life. I hate to hear that someone I ( Read more... )