Reading my old journal because I have to write a fake journal as if I have depression or anorexia in psych. lol. All I can say is. I'm so glad I've changed! And for some reason I lied about a lot of things just to sound like a bigger slut. Weird.

 I havn't wrote anything in two years. I  don't even know if I still have friends on here...But i'll update anyone who cars

- I still live in Idaho
- I'm still with Cj
- I finally quite taco bell 2 days ago. 
- I still can't drive
- I'm almost done with school
- I'm much fatter that I used to be, I'm now a whopping 113 pounds. 
- I love you!

 I talk to Cj today. I feel a million times better. I had a really bad fight with my mom, but that's not really raining on my parade right now. I miss that boy much, and he missed me too. He told me he misses me and loves me. We're not going back out, and that still hurts like hell. But I feel a lot better

I feel like I'm in fucking peices. I don't know what to do.I can't belive this fucking happend. I've been crying non-stop since yesterday. I'm going fucking crazy. I can't handle this....I don't know what to do...  

You make me come
You make me complete
You make me completely miserable

Stuck to a chair
Watchin' this
Story about me
Everything goes
By so fast
Making my head spin
Used up all of my friends
Who needs them
When you mean everything
I love the things that we should fear
And I'm not afraid of being here
So much the same
It makes me helpless alone

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10 FAVORITES

Flower: Bleeding Hearts, dafadilessdsfs
Drink: Hmm..Vodka
Color: Green, Purple
Sport: None
Mall: Umm...Hmm
Music:
Food: Mexican!
Day: Friday

10 FACTS

Hometown: K-falls, I guess
Height: 5'7" and half!
Hair color: Brown
Hair length: Almost to my ass
Eye color: brown
Mood: apathetic...well, not really

10 LOVE LIFE

Have you ever been in love?: yes
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As the END OF YOUR SCHOOL YEAR IS --HERE--...
Fill out this survey according to all of things you have accomplished...

((--LOVE--))

-Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend & how many.
CJ. No one else. Hook ups, but CJ's my only boyfriend this year

-Have you fallen in love?
yes

-Get dumped?
no

-Get ditched? 
no

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69 things you dont need to know about me, but im doing them anyway ( Read more... )

See my user pic? That's cj-boy. I loves him to death

peace niggers.

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