Quiet

[bobdoleandme]

I know we've all gone dark. And it's part of growing up, growing apart. I wish it never happened, but it does

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[crazycolin]

It's a bad time in our lives to meet those people. Takes a lot of commitment and sacrifice to stay with them. I'm going through a bit of that myself.

I don't know what things you're referring to, but I hope I didn't say any of them. I'm sure I would have been pretty chill knowing, but then again I don't blame you for not telling anyone. Sorry there are so many idiots out there :(

no no

[bobdoleandme]

it wasn't ever really friends, Col. It is hard to expand or explain the feelings. It's like being trapped in a box, screaming but not knowing whether to scream to yourself or to let others here.

I dunno, maybe it's why these movies are so popular. Anyone who went through this, these movies hit you in a way that's almost indescribable. I don't know how to explain it. You grow up so alone and lost and totally unable to explain to yourself or anyone else what's going on. You finally just reach a breaking point.

And that point is heartbreaking and terrifying, and you just can't even grasp it. And there is rarely, if ever, someone there to help. So, there's something about seeing it on a screen, even if acted by straight people who will never grasp what it is to be their characters...it just gets you.

I dunno. I feel like I'm preaching to the choir. You know how I feel. But, still. The loneliness is forever. Even with tens and tens of friends, close friends with whom you share everything...you still feel so alone.

Re: no no

[crazycolin]

Yeah, I'm aware of how you feel (I can't claim to really know). Sorry it didn't work out with that guy. I imagine that might have helped a bit.