I'm so tired of feeling like shit. I'm so tired of ppl making me feel like shit. And of ppl hurting me. I just feel like there's so much hurt inside me that sometimes I can't deal wit it. It takes over me and I hate doing anything wen I feel like that. I was finally starting to feel ok about myself... and then suddenly I feel like this. I hate ( Read more... )

Hello :) man it's been ages since I wrote in dis badboy! I woke up dead early dis morning (yeah 6) so I thought I'd come write in my journal to try and get myself tired again. It's saturday, it's like illegal to be up at dis time! So wots new wit me... well, almost got all my school deadline stuff finished which is good good good. Only thing left ( Read more... )

Hey journalie dudey :) hows things wit bobby? well they're quite good actually. Apart from being off school today coz I don't feel great, I'm doing pretty good. Life is cool... things seem to be sorting themseleves out and shit. And I've been a lot happier recently :) So it's all cool. It was the most beautiful day ever yesterday! Oh the sun was ( Read more... )

No more toothache for bobby! (this has been the case for a while but I ain't written in ages so u know... mental and that.) em can't be assed writing really... sorry. but anyway yeah. going to see the chili's 2moro! a WOO to the actual HOO! can't wait ( Read more... )

Hey Journal. I told u I'd write soon! Well, I'm feeling good today, I dunno why... maybe cuz the sun has been making regular appearances since we went on holiday from school. yay :) So I'd be wonderful today if it wasn't for this horrible ass toothache that I got. I don't like it :( I don't like dentists but I need to go or it's gonna take over my ( Read more... )

Yo journal dude. Just woke up - I feel much better today :) I was suffering from lots of tiredness coz the other night we had a bit of a nightmare with my dad's immobiliser on his car which meant I didn't get home until 3am and I had to get up at 8 for work yesterday and endure a 7 hour shift. I'm still alive though so PHEEEEW :o ( Read more... )

Man, what a depressing day. I can't believe I bumped into thingy this morning... the one day I really didn't want to. It hurt quite a lot, along with something else that they did. I don't understand how people can hurt and disappoint someone so much without realising, and if they do realise it, without feeling remorse and apologising to them. I ( Read more... )

I love you guys! I think tonight was the first sober night with the kru that I've had in a while and it made me realise how much I'd go mad without them. It's true to say that I was NOT on top form tonight and was thinking a lot of things over that were getting me down... things that I shouldn't be thinking really. But I was cheered up so quickly ( Read more... )

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I'm such a stupid fucking fuck up and everything I do is fucking fuck. I just sit thinking things over too much, blaming myself for it and feeling like shit. I can't do anything fucking right. I wish I was someone else... I hate how I am. I don't know what I can do this mood won't pass. I keep thinking maybe going away to uni will help but I'm not ( Read more... )