Blah. I'm trying to cheer up so I'm on top form for tonight. Me, alana, toyin and nat are heading up to foo's again. Yay :) gonna get poo-headed like a bitch ( Read more... )

Good day there journalistic dude. Happy day yay yay yay :) Don't ask why, because there is no reason. In fact, I should be mighty pissed off. First of all, the sun didn't have his god damn hat on. Secondly, my visit to the nursery to help the sweet ikle children turned into an adventure into the pits of hell as they surrounded me, and chanted at me ( Read more... )

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Bonjourno journal dude. Life is good but weird. A little update is necessary I feel ( Read more... )

I don't want today to be depressing and sad. I want it to be happy. And it's a nice day which means that Tickle is smiling. But I know that I'll be thinking about him all day and missing him... which means it's gonna be hard for me to be happy when I know that he's not here anymore. When he should be here turning 18 and celebrating it in true ( Read more... )

Hello journal dude. Em... so... hi. Back to school in a week. I'm not sure. I mean, in a way, I want to go back so I can see everyone and, oooooh, wear my cool dude 6th year tie (but the cool dude non prefect kru one). But then again, I've got so accustomed to spending all day sleeping and going out at night and getting drunkarrrrrrrrd. It's ok ( Read more... )

YAY YAY YAY! 3 A's and a B for bob :) Soooo totally cheesing like a dude! So bring on 6th year baby! WAY HAY HAAAY! :D

So I suppose the big question is, did my week away in Portugal help me out. I'd say yeah and no. I thought. A lot. And I thought it over and over and over. But there comes a point sometimes when you can think about something so much that you start to blame yourself. I don't see how it could be my fault in any way but I need to blame someone and I'm ( Read more... )

I thought I worried too much unnecessarily. As it turns out, I had every reason to be worrying. Maybe I didn't want to see it... Just blocked it out. I never knew how it felt to actually feel as if someone has ripped your heart out and torn it up in front of u. Done it more than once in fact... It doesn't feel nice. And I couldn't sleep because it ( Read more... )

Hello mr journal. My throat hurts :( I have been sooo ill for the past few days, I have like no energy. So that's my excuse for being a lazy wee moo and sitting on my ass all day long :P ( Read more... )