Its been half a year since I updated this damn thing... I almost forgot about it, I doubt anyone still uses this....

recent stuff... my AMR ride-along was pretty cool, I got 3 calls and go to see a few things. I helped set up IV bags (no Im not allowed to insert a needle into anyone), I helped do some bandaging and took some vital signs but other than that it was just getting a feel of what its like to work on an ambulance. I KNOW that the medical field is for me ( Read more... )

its not like anybody reads this but ill just post this for some closure.... Life has been ok lately, it hasnt been perfect but it hasnt exactly been great either. Some shit still isnt really easy for me... Ive noticed that I tend to care too damn much and get worked up over the smallest shit while not quite grasping the big picture... my clinical ( Read more... )

recent shit... GCH was fucking amazing... except for the whole relying on julio's digital camera that ran out of batteries right when I was meeting the band... fuck... at least I got another picture with travis but shit that was the main burnout... recurring themes... things go great until the very end... fuck... oh well... clinical on friday at ( Read more... )

I havent updated in months... crazy shit... well lets see... I saw my favorite band last week UNDEROATH!!!!!... im gonna see GCH and RX Bandits on the 29th.... I got accepted for an internship at St johns hospital... umm im gonna have my clinical for EMT class on april 6th at VCMC, I need to schedule an ambulance ride along too.. I went to UCSB ( Read more... )

damn, its been a month since the day shit hit the fan... well, work has been ok, I had a day off of school on monday, it was pretty cool but it isnt always going to be like this... ive officially decided that mondays suck balls... seriously... saturday me, Jared, Rudy and Elyssa went to wood ranch to grub down, it was pretty awesome. Yesterday I ( Read more... )

Life lately has been better than say... a month ago... Im staying busy by going to school monday and wednesdays, I really do like my classes. work has been ok, after work ive been going to the gym pretty consistently, I just need to keep it up and ill be looking and feeling even better. I do need to stop being lazy about running because thats ( Read more... )

My first day back to school was good, My chem teacher is pretty cool but hes going to be hard... he wants to challenge us because we're chem 1b students.. oh well.. I need to shape up this semester anyways.. hes hyper as hell lol... I didnt have much of a break today because as soon as I got out of lab, I hauled ass as best I could to camarillo ( ( Read more... )

So ya... im up in fresno for a funeral.. the drive up here was ok but it started raining like crazy goin up the grapevine... yup, Ill probably be home on saturday later in the day even though im most likely writing this to myself... fuck it... sunny at six practice this weekend... well, im out, I gotta get ready.

Life has been tough lately... I havent been with Tawny for like.. Two weeks, I got a C in chem and a B in biology and I havent had much time to be with my friends. I am no longer on talking terms with Andrew and Tawny, two people I called my best friends a month ago. Shit has really hit the fan but you know what? Ive become a more faithful person ( Read more... )