I don't want anyone to read this and try to feel sorry for me, or to even try and talk to me about it. I am just going to throw out my feelings and let anyone and everyone know what I am feeling right now. First off, I am just having alot of tension between myself and _____. I feel like this person just wants to jump down my throat, and it seems ( Read more... )

You know, death isn't exactly what it's supposedly cut out to be. You are supposed to be able to sleep and just chill in a case, 6 feet underground, and have a relaxing time until the world ends. Instead, you have these people who come and walk on top of you, mourning your death, and crying and shit like that. Then you have the asshole who mows ( Read more... )

I find it really amazing how life, matches, and candles are alike. They are brought to life, can bring comfort, can bring hate, and then eventually die when their time is up. Some will last a long time, and some will last only a short time. Some will do what they were meant to do, and some will not be able to experience anything at all. I ( Read more... )

I'm just starting to feel that I am all alone and that everyone else has someone that they can be with, or are just happy by themselves. I first really liked this one girl, and she liked me too. She didn't want to get into another relationship though, since she just got out of a serious one, which is fine with me, and she just wanted to be ( Read more... )

I think that friends are going to always be there for me. Last night, I found out about alot of things that were interesting, but I don't know what to do about it. The last few days have been fun for me. From november 24th, at 1:30 AM until today, november 27th, I have just been with friends, and find out more about them. Whenever I get to know ( Read more... )

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Well, tonight was definitely exciting. I got an IM from Will, asking me if I wanted to go to seattle thunderhawks game with him, Heather, and Marcie, and of course, I said yes. I love hockey! We won, 6-0 with alot of fights. Then after the game, we saw 2 really hot chicks who were from oregon, and I was going to jump out of the car and ask for ( Read more... )

As I sit here at my desk, taking apart a pellet gun, I wonder what I have done with my life so far. I wonder if I have touched anyone's life in a good way, or if I have just annoyed people my whole life. I wonder what would happen if I died. Would anyone care? Would anyone want me to come back and live it again? Sometimes I don't know if ( Read more... )

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Why do I feel so alone and betrayed? Sure this guy who was a somewhat friend of mine fucked me over, but I really don't give a fuck anymore. Apparently him and kimi hit it off, and I just feel like there is nobody out there for me. He meets people that are friends of mine, and sometimes tries to turn them against me. Is that what a friend is? ( Read more... )