Im a failure.

Why does this always happen to me?

Who am I?

Isnt a team supposed to act like a team and play like a team, or did I miss something and the definition of team change?

dammit why does everything with me always have to get fucked up?! its me isnt it...

i wish i suddenly could just have a heart attack and die, ending the pain i have, the pain i cause other people, and then they could actually have the lives they should be living.
why cant i cry?! wtf is wrong with me?!?!?!?! i wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Easter!

A hundred days had made me older ( Read more... )

*Drop kicks my life* GOD DAMMIT I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!! Every time I find something good, guess what, it gets torn from me and I end up with nothing, what a great way to live! GRR why cant anything work out! Everyone keeps taking my happiness from me, and eventually I will end with none at all. Just kill me before I have to suffer any longer, I ( Read more... )

Im so freaking tired! I wish I could sleep more but I just cant, I dont ever get tired till like 1 am and then I have to get up at 7. I catch naps in class though, thats fun, cause it makes my teachers mad, but it hurts my grades. Oh well, it wont change so ill have to deal with it.