God im so freaking sad! :***(

Dude, my school sucks. School spirit, ha! We have none. I hate South, I cant wait to get out of here...

God im so stressed out. I had a horrible day today, I ended up getting a 75 on my Chem final, this sucks! Im so tired I think I might fall asleep right now. Dammit im falling apart, and I dont know how to fix myself...

Dammit why does everything good always slip through my fingers?

Im worrying myself to death, it seems like I am worrying about everything, even the littlest things. Im scared too, scared of what the things that are happening to me and the people around me are going to do, is it going to change me or them or both of us forever. Im scared of losing you...

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I feel like everything in my life is being taken away from me, its like everyone is against all the things I do. My life is a wreck and I dont know how to fix it. I cant sleep, cant think, cant focus, everyone at school is mad at me, I have to catch naps in class because I have so much on my mind. Its not just my girlfriend, its baseball, and ( Read more... )

I wish people would just let me be me, not someone else. I feel so pressured to be a person who im not. Everyone wants me to be someone who I cant be, why cant they understand that im not going to be what they want me to be? Im not going to be the greatest person, nor am I going to turn into a bastard, nor am I going to be the perfect Christian. If ( Read more... )

Something is wrong with me and I dont know what it is but I wish it would go away... its making me mad, and sad, and depressed. I think its cause im just so stressed out and I was so lonely. I dont know, but I wish practically everything in my life would go away, there is so much shit going on it is driving me insane. I just want to be with ( Read more... )

I really think I need to go see a doctor or something, I am always hurting somewhere, especially my shoulders, ankle (sprain), both quads and my right elbow (throwing arm). Could there be something wrong with me? I hope I dont tear something, cause then I would be done with baseball. All I do know is that my body will be wrecked by 30. Im sorry...